♥Thou Reminiscent Reflections♥

Tuesday, June 10, 2008 @ 2:20 AM























Thought I couldn't live without you,
It's gonna hurt when it heals too.

That's how I'm actually feeling at this phase of my life. But indeed it will all get better in time. It did work for me, A very slow process though (: But, I'm sure I'll get over it really soon!

Anyway, this is where I'll start ranting as of today. No more multiply. Just wanted a change of environment. haha I think its still a cool place to blog at and constantly getting amazed by peektures taken by friends (:

Girlfriend's new pericing (She's becoming a whole lot more daring la!) Although I think, if I were to get a lip/mouth piercing, I'll get a Monroe one. Thanks to the influence of Isaac. LOL







Anyway, on a lighter note, Went out with my "DEAREST GIRLFRIEND" today, after almost weeks of not seeing each other, I miss her alot. It felt like 1oyears of seperation. haha oh well, what exaggeration! But yes! It was a great meetup session with lunch, crapping around far east, catching the movie "Narnia", lots & lots of camwhoring at the toilet, wanting to catch another 'free' show which we ended up wasting our time & getting disappointed. AND then lots of aimless walking around town And I had my all time FavouriteDeliciously
"DOUBLE CHEESE BUGER" & Pasarmalam's "CheesyToufu" which I have been craving for damn long alr for dinner! at bishan. then HOME SWEET HOME!











(Apparently, we camwhored in the toilet for close to 20mins and nobody chased us out! When we finished, we exited to find ourselves being able to catch another free movie as there were already other people coming in. So we sat there waiting for the show to get started. And guess what? It was Narnia again. -.-
These are some of the peektures girlfriend and I took over 20mins. LOL









That's practically how my day went, kinda boring huh? But spending it with people you love, now that'll do wonders (: And of cos having such an entertainingly/retarded person who says crap and self-entertain. Its no wonder people think I'm ''THE JOKE"!
Guess what? I finally got my naval peircing (: I loveeeeee it alot (: But I gotta admit, it's quite painful though. Comparing it to my tongue and ear piercings. I teared and grabbed the chair as my friends were far far away. God! that was one of my"I"D RATHER DIE MOMENTS" But nevertheless, blah blah blah the pain is still bearable la. So those of you that have been contemplating to pierce, don't be bothered by what I say ok? If you never do what you really want to do, you're gonna regret it! We humans have only 1 life to live. But yet again, I find what I just said so ironic? haha Cos I wanna get an eyebrow & monroe piercing, BUT I can't cos of Parents and church. Sheesh! Nvm, I'm looking forward to my neck piercing (:

It's really an addiction!










Anyway, tomorrow heading down to bloody RP, haha accompanying LianKiat & his gang to configure LK's com and probably I'll ask him to teach me networking. YES! we'll be playing tennis as well. I can predict it'll be total FUN! So I guess I'll be the only female species hanging with them cos Meiyee has a bbq. Oh well, looks like I'll be their target for torture tomorrow :( And Gosh! its 504am and I'm waking up at 10am tmr to visit granny first! It's a longgggg day tmr, and yes! there's tuition at 730pm. I just hope I dont fall asleep infront of the girl.

Random thoughts, don't have to read this (:

I surprised myself, stronger than I imagined. Only affected when no one is around. No point in self-pitying &
letting him know he is still the one that matters. I've even replied harshly. To just make me move on. But its just so hard, everytime when I actually do stop thinking, He tells me how much he misses me, not being able to sleep & cries over me. This pulls me back down again. I seriously wonder why would any guy even do that, It's not like I dont feel what he does, half the time, its that feeling of wanting to see that person again.
But what's the point? It'll just leave someone hanging there. I wish we would be friends once again, where I'll confide or share things with him. But who knows how long it'll take. For now, I'll just ignore the fact that
whatever he does say to me, would be significant. Yes, I can say so much but I guess when it happens it happens.

okay, that was kinda gloomy. Anyway I'll be going to zouk on wed. After 434223513214 days, will be meeting ms & sm. Didnt go club with them before. Hopefully gf can come. Not I'll be sitting along watching the 2 lovebirds making out. haha. While maybe I get approached by weird strangers -.- Anyway Isaac, let's watch friends soon! I miss watching friends man. hahahaha I promise I'll try to free one day okay.

That's all tonight! OMG! I blogged sooooo much.
okay goodnights world (:
Hugs and Kisses, ♥
Jacintha