♥Thou Reminiscent Reflections♥

Thursday, November 6, 2008 @ 10:29 PM


I ought to be sleeping, but I can't
I've like alot of things on my mind now.
Just don't know where, when or how to start off.



So many unanswered questions in my head and maybe you're one of them. Reading your blog, pondering on your email. Maybe I should start replying your email although you said I shouldnt. But I guess this is the last time I would and whatever you want to reply, I shall end it there. Cos I'm really tired of the ups and downs of this friendship, the never ending clarifications. Just read the email and you'll know where I'm coming from. Then again, don't worry nobody knows I'm referring to you here (:


School's becoming more of a dread than an enjoyment recently! :( okay haha what a joke? since when have school been an enjoyment? Maybe it has like for awhile? LOL. I just hope to pull thru another 8weeks of school and I'll be jolly well happy for year 3. But then again, I'll be like so contradicting cos I don't wanna end my life in RP as I don't even know what I want to do after poly :(


Yes! Been working out in the gym, and tomorrow I'll be running around his house area. Damn damn damn fat! gotta lose some weight man :( Hopefully I'll be continuously motivated. people motivate me ok? If not I'll be like giving up really easily soon! haha Suppose to go to the gym tdy bu thanks to isaac I didn't! :( Okay I'm not blaming you la. haha



Nothing much to blog actually. Feeling kinda tired, very tired alr! Just glad that finally I can leave church to go to some place that I'll hope I'll grow. Haven't really decided to settle down in which church. Shall visit around before I make a decision. I've like so many places to go. Parents want me to go to Gladtidings! Denise wants me to go to Riverlife and I wanna see HopeofGod! Heard from Keith its really nice. I just hope that God will help me to settle down quickly and give me a place and I'll get back to him and rekindle the relationship once again. If any of you have any church you think its good do tell me :D Sigh. But kinda sad, will be stopping dance for awhile. No more dance ministry :( Feel quite sad that I'll not see aunty irene as often. She's really so sweet la. Miss you my mother in christ :D



Okay, time for bed. Goodnight everyone Love Love :D



Hugs and Kisses, ♥
Jacintha