♥Thou Reminiscent Reflections♥

Saturday, April 18, 2009 @ 10:22 PM

Cause Lord only knows another day here's not really guaranteed

Was browsing some stuff online and came across the above phrase in a song by Alicia Keys "Like you'll never see my again" Maybe its God reminding me that indeed life is fragile and who knows tomorrow you or I might be gone and not able to live life to the fullest when we could have done it.


Hearing so many things about God coming back and all the signs that's recently been happening on the news is indeed frightening. But why do people still doubt there is really a God. Its so saddening. Seeing the way some people lead their life is indeed an irony The more they act out of line, the more attention they get, whereas people who belong to the "norm" gets all the reprimanding. Don't think many would get the idea of what I'm actually blabbering about. Well since its my personal space, you don't really have to get it.

So many times I've tried and failed, so sick of being a Sunday Christian so sick of just making promises on Sunday and back to my "Ungodly ways" in the week. So so sick of knowing what you ought not to do, but still doing it. I guess not making any promises is better isn't it? Growing up is a struggle, being a christian isn't an easier. Sometimes you think about it, its better to just be an ordinary person in the world without any faith. But I guess it isn't fair saying all these knowing God did pull me through in many situations and I know for sure he exists, if not I wouldn't be where I am today. Guess, I'm still figuring God out, or should I say figuring myself as a christian out.

I'll just pray for strength that one day I'll become who God wants me to be and it would be so easy living the christian life. I think its really time I wake up and act out my faith and not just be someone ordinary. I believe it will happen (:
Hugs and Kisses, ♥
Jacintha